The thing about shears is they're not just tools, they're an extension of your hands. Like you know exactly how they cut, the weight of them, where the tension screw sits. Someone else holding them feels almost like someone wearing your glasses. I had a client reach for my comb once to fix her own bangs and I just froze, didn't even know what to say. It's wild how something so small can throw you off for the rest of the day. You're not wrong for still thinking about it, that stuff sticks with you.